Why do I still feel guilty when I don't go see my mom? It was snowing this morning and it would have been 3 weeks in a row I drove in the snow. I just saw her on Friday and yet, I feel guilty that I didn't go this morning. I know she is well taken care of and time is not a concept for her. She doesn't know whether I was there yesterday or 2 days ago. So, why can't I give myself a break?
It is very tiring for me to always be dealing with this. It is always on my mind. There are some days when I don't always think about it and I feel for alittle while that life is normal. But then, reality comes back into play.
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